Sitting down to attain Second Initiation for me was running the full gamut of human emotions from frustration, self-doubt, bliss, panic, astonishment and everything in between. As my mind ran around chasing its own tail looking for States of no mind; the sound sat with me patiently each day. Whilst on the cushion meditating, falling asleep, watching a movie, driving… Read more →

This is something I wrote today, I hope it can put words to what I know many already feel and it can inspire them through this amazing Journey. I just asked from the bottom of my heart very intensely: “Please, please, show me who I really am, I am not my ego”. It is so amazing reading the second initiates… Read more →

My Light and Sound Meditation Experience From an earlier experience, I felt blocked in my capacity to let go, essentially fearing annihilation, extinction, and the dissolving into nothingness. (By comparison, death did not seem bad at all! LOL!) I had asked specifically for help in letting go of this fear of the physical body disappearing. The earlier experience involved my… Read more →

I have to say that throughout my experiences, I never once felt scared , it has been and continues to be such a positive, loving and fantastic journey, just the thought of what I have experienced puts an enormous smile on my face. I feel truly blessed. At my first initiation, personally I would like to call it , my… Read more →

I have to say when meditating on the Light it was in a different league to what I am used to. There was so much more Light both in brightness and duration and a generally a greater depth to the meditation. The Sound was about the same. I have to admit I did spend a lot more time on the… Read more →

I have been a First initiate for quite some time now. When I was first initiated I had very high expectations of what the ‘experience’ would be like. My mind had conjured up expectations of shooting through inner space like a rocket surrounded by visions of beautiful light, feeling immersed in waves of love. But as I stared into darkness… Read more →