I have to say that throughout my experiences, I never once felt scared , it has been and continues to be such a positive, loving and fantastic journey, just the thought of what I have experienced puts an enormous smile on my face. I feel truly blessed.

At my first initiation, personally I would like to call it , my first meeting with the energy. I experienced, the woven web, this appeared before me, at best I can described it as a cross stitch form in white, 3 dimensional, it was pulsating with energy.

A very prominent visual object was a disk before me, with a sharp bright light. It reminded me of a old fashion fan, as the fan rotated this awesome bright light shone through for each rotation, a wow moment to say the least 🙂 Throughout this a warm feeling of peace and security was very strong around me, such a beautiful experience.

Today I have an easier relationship with the light, therefore I tend to meditate mostly with the light. I truly wish you could see my light, imagine an exquisitely almost edible vibrant fluorescent violet white light, that dances and moves with grace in front of you. It’s so beautiful. I believe / I feel my light wants to communicate with me, not with spoken words but on a far deeper level. I do not worry about the sounds as I know, that once I have deepened my relationship with the light , sound will automatically follow. How I know this? I just know.

There are times when I find it hard to meditate. Then I don’t , i don’t push it, I don’t force it. I have come to understand that for me it’s enough that I just sit for a short period of time and just be 🙂

I am grateful for what I am experiencing, in fact there are many times I am blown away by what I have experienced. As I wrote at the beginning I am truly blessed.