I feel that these words will not only serve as a testimony but also as a representation of this beautiful movement called Light & Sound. I will try to express it the best I can, so that all that read it can benefit as well.
My name is Leticia Becker Moreira, I’m 40 years old, Brazilian, born in the city of Porto Alegre in the Rio Grande do Sul state. I am a mother of three, have been married to my second husband for 12 years. I am a Yoga teacher and a therapist.
I assume all reading are also survivors of life’s trajectory.
That way I arrived to begin my Light & Sound Initiation. I always had within me, no matter what, the need to really find out who I was and the mission we all believe exists.
I have had, in my Spiritual searching, used several techniques like Reiki, Deeksha, Seichim, Karuna Reiki, Devotional Systems and others. To be able to work and develop these techniques I had to be initiated by someone else. So I thought…today I’ll have one more initiation, as the others had before, to help on this searching.
Before the Initiation, (J) promoted a tapping session a technique of emotional liberation that I had already been introduced to but didn’t think much of it at the time.
But then, as the tapping begins, comes the first feeling of unblocking, acceptance of who I really was, not being ashamed for being different, at that moment a lifetime of feelings of rejection and exclusion were right in front of me, presenting themselves clearly. It wasn’t people that excluded me, I was the one excluding my true essence and that projected itself in such a manner in my experiences that they created anxiety and suffering. I always dreamed about doing something big so that people would see me, for me to be recognized, I had this need vermelho strongly within me.
That morning my life and consciousness about the world and spirituality, experienced a quantum leap, I had access to images and information never before noticed, or better, felt.
I remember I spent a full day wondering how was it possible to access so many informations, so quickly and once.
After the event I got home thinking…am I crazy?
As I Meditated more and more things were opening up, several insights, about varied topics, behaviors. I also had a week after the initiation that was filled with fear. I would see my life in a way and then I would start meditating and see it completely different. How could reality be different from what I feel?
I remember that exactly in one of those days I realized that the chaos around me did not matter but how I felt internally and that when I would look at things through an internal look everything was luminous, quiet with a growing feeling of fulfillment and accomplishment. Days kept going on an even more luminous way. I some I did not noticed any emotional shifts. I would think, how come I am not anxious, sad, empty? What is going on?
And then as if it was magic, in a simple manner, the awakening happened.
I had spent years chained to beliefs that to be Enlightened was to be like Buddha, like Sai Baba, like Jesus and when I compared myself to them I forgot to search and feel who I really was.
My reality today is to be in all and everything. I feel such fulfillment that I don’t need anybody anymore besides myself. Nothing lacks me or shakes me emotionally. I can be helpful and not be in suffering.
To be awaken is to be with the Light focused, it is truly to be responsible for your emotional baggage, walking on your own two legs. In my most recent Meditations I was able to expend energy to all the planet, to the whole Universe, I was outside and inside at the same time. I had a clear vision of inside my bedroom and when I felt it expanding to outside the Planet I was sitting above it. The process was so real that the next day some people called me, some sent me messages saying that they had dreamt about me or that they thought about me in loving manner, some even said that they missed me.
The greatness of that beautiful initiation is that it doesn’t change lives, it allows a true existence in your real essence.
I am grateful for this movement of love!
Let this message reverberate to those who are connected and feel the calling to begin this initiation in Light & Sound.
Today, like before, I feel the need to be seen, but now I don’t look for recognition but that my awakening might help many others to go beyond where I’m at.
May your Light lead you!