Having come from a scientific background I always believed that there was something bigger out there. In my childhood I was taught to believe in a religious, Catholic, God.
When I heard about this form of meditation, I felt for me personally, it was unattainable, as I didn’t consider myself worthy. However, at the same time I found it extremely interesting and compelling.
Eventually, curiosity got the better of me and I was Initiated in the Summer of 2017. I was expecting something big to happen but it didn’t and I was genuinely disappointed. I saw a pale white disc but failed to hear any Sound.
Afterwards, my busy life took over and my meditation was put on the “back burner.” I thought I wasn’t a good enough meditator and wasn’t doing it properly.
Nine months later, having thought about my meditation experiences, or rather the lack of them, I decided to book a week’s holiday and focus on my Path. The moment I did that, it was as if I had given myself permission to contact the Energies.
As soon as I started meditating I was instantly aware of an amazing amount of Light, golden white and many colours. I found myself travelling towards the Light and experienced a mixture of emotions including fear, trepidation and excitement. I then merged with the Light and felt that I was wrapped in a warm blanket of Love.
This was a Love I could not believe existed, despite being a parent, with unconditional love for my children. It was utterly beyond any description and anything I had ever experienced in my whole life. (All this happened without the use of any techniques)
I then talked this over with my meditation teachers who explained that I had now made proper contact with the Energies. For the first time I realized what they had told me about the Path was absolutely 100% true.
I was then given Energy and 10 minutes later I began moving through level after level of white Light, eventually entering a region beyond the Light. On entering this region I was unaware of my body, my emotions and even my mind. It was as if I had left my “self” behind!
In the next few days of regular meditation I was travelling effortlessly through many, many layers of pure white Light. I closed my eyes and the Light was just there. Then I seemed to hit a “brick wall”, first there was brightness, then nothing! It was as if I had lost the ability to meditate.
Again, I got a “touch” from my teachers and received more Energy. Immediately the Light came back, after which occured a series of meditates that were very similar; I would perceive the Light, merge with it and then be propelled as if in a rocket, “upwards.”
At the end of each meditate the Light and Sound completely disappeared! It was like a World of Nothingness but I was undoubtedly present in all of it.
I write this as a challenge to any of you who are struggling with their Meditation after Initiation. I couldn’t believe that after only 9 months I would attain the State of Enlightenment…like this!
After Enlightenment my experiences are far more powerful. I feel a definite connection with the Spiritual Hierarchy and I start my Meditations by offering Gratitude. I still find it hard to believe that this has happened to “little old me.” If it can happen to me then it can happen to anyone who is willing to put in the effort. Remember, that this can take time, be patient and remember to meditate daily.