It was Friday 25th May 2018 when we began our 2 day Energizing meditation retreat. We all settled on our meditation seats and began with breath meditation. The Initiating Adept began Energizing us one after the other, as he put forth is hand to touch me I saw a beam of golden light ray come from above run through the hand of the Adept as he touches my crown chakra then I heard the words “the physical world is full of fraud”.
Immediately a saw a very dark tunnel with a grey edge, as I stood before the tunnel and observed and concentrated. I kept saying please show me who am I from within then as I transcended the dark tunnel, I saw a giant like man sitting in a relaxed manner suspended in the air without a seat. He kept looking at me and I also kept staring at him while I kept saying within please show me who am I. After repeating for a while, he said to me now you know the movement of Light and Sound does not exist and even the mind does not exist.
As I kept saying please show me who am I. I went past him and in the next plane I found myself before a very huge man sitting on a big throne with lotus petal white and pink in colour sprinkled all over the throne and the floor. The whole body I can see but his face I couldn’t see because it was shining with thousands of radiations. I kept saying within please show me who am I. As I repeating within he never said anything to me, but all of the sudden I transcended him and merge in a plane with pure Energy.
It was not a Light energy but was more of Energy of purity. At that moment I lost my sense of I and my consciousness evaporated into Nothing. I can not explain but was like at this point there was nothing like me and I couldn’t keep saying “please show me who am l” anymore because there was no me. It was like hmmm, I can’t explain but allow me to borrow Adept Isack’s word “Beingness”. Just that, nothing more nothing less, everything was a complete Unity. In that state there are no vibrations nor frequencies, no time or space or distance, no up no down, no left no right, no good nor evil. It was just Beingness.
Adept Isack gave me another touch, this time everything happened very fast. I saw two energy fields fusing together in the middle and vibrating at a very high and fast frequency, then it disappeared. Then I went through all the various planes I have already experienced but it all happened very fast with the speed of the wind. Then I landed in a plane where there was a garden with sparkling lights in it; it was beyond beauty and as I watched I notice everything in the garden was alive.
I also saw the firmament above with many stars and planets and everything in it was also alive and there was a beam of white light energy with sky blue edges at the ends of the light connecting the living garden below to the firmament of living stars and planets above. Upon coming back to my material consciousness I knew I had to go back to my vegetarian diet.
In summary, when I received multiple touches from the Adept, for a moment the whole life became empty including myself. There was Nothingness, I could feel I was there but yet I can experience I wasn’t there. Everything became one whole and there was absolute stillness and it was like I was connected to everything and everything was connected to me.
A day after the meditation retreat as I meditated at home in the morning there appeared to me a beam of very bright radiating light, then I ask who are you? They replied we are seven Lords of Light. At that moment I knew they came to Energize me.
On the 2nd June 2018, In meditation I found myself in garden with another Being but in the garden I can see all the plants were alive. As we sat, another Being joined us making our number three, the second being told the third Being, “We are not fit to give you a seat but as you are here we have to give you a seat.” Then the second being doubled the seat for the third being to sit. As the third being sat he told me, “A Being is an extension of the higher self.” After that statement I was taken through vast levels of planes. It was so fast that I could only see the various planes in a flash. Then we got to a plane where we landed, the Being in charge was a Goddess. So the Being traveling with me, which I now knew was an extension of my higher self, took a container containing something I couldn’t identify and offered it to the Goddess and the Being told me without the offering I will not be allowed to pass.
The Being which was my higher self extension told me this plane or realm is what is called “OCEAN OF LOVE”. At that moment I knew it was the end and the Being couldn’t go further with me. As I went past the Goddess and merge into the Ocean of Love, I notice it wasn’t water as I have always imagined it to be when I read from books and listened to physical teachers described it. Rather the “Ocean of Love” is a limitless, endless, infinite, ever expanding bank of Energy. As I merge with the Ocean my Being dispersed, because in the “Ocean of Love” there is no separation, no individuality, no duality. Everything is one unity. Coming back to my physical body I feel more Love, a very strong inner peace and my fear of death has vanished.
Everything seems like I am a new creation and I am more organized and I can now see how topsy turvy this world is. But most notably, meditation is now extremely much easier. Let’s say two hour meditation looks like I have been gone for only 20 minutes.
Thank you very much for such an opportunity in a lifetime. I deeply appreciate and infinitely say thank you with all my Love to all who contributed to make this possible.